Thursday, March 26, 2009

what the f**k

i will make a conscious effort not to be profane

what the f**k

how F**KING stupid are we

i have a friend who lost something he thought he had

i am losing something that i never had

we both could be turning into the "who" we used to be

not so pleasant for him

kinda ugly for me

the bad parts of us that we were both able to almost completely let go of

we both reached the summit

we could almost see over the top

we both found there is no point in looking

luckily the fall will be much quicker than the climb

and when we do reach bottom we will know exactly where we are

so someone, please tell me, what the fuck

what's the point when there is no point

and i am actually in a decent mood and quite comfortable with everything i have just written

being good men was nice, just not worth the fucking effort, really not worth it at all

piss off, with love, and to it as well

2 comments:

Evan Lee said...

well, I know it sounds cliche, but at least y'all rolled the dice.

Crapped out, but at least you went right up to the table and took a chance.

Imagine being 40 years old, living with your parents, and not being laid or having a date in YEARS. Yet, one of Tom's regular posters is just that.

I have a friend that will never marry. He is my age, 40+ and it's too late for him. Unless he gets rich quick, he will be limited to jack shacks, craigslist, or the occasional druink girl ( but it's been years since).

My wife's best friend in of Indan descent ( dot, not feather ). She refuses to date other Indian dudes, so she is 40, getting fat and single. It's almost over for her.

But you and Tom might have gotten kicked in the nuts, but at least you tried. That says something.

So many don't even try, and even more stop giving a shit. You guys aren't there yet, so rejoice!

bubba bark said...

mr lee

i understand and appreciate your words

but, as a man i'm sure you'll understand, a kick in the nuts hurts like a muther, too bad some of us are to stupid to learn from it, no matter how many times it happens